Hurricane
I don’t believe in true love
Or in soulmates
But I know what happened to me
And I believe in addiction.
You did not screech or beseech
With kissable lips
And raised eyebrow
With clever fingers set your snare.
I was yours.
You hooked me
With the efficiency of a hurricane,
I became forever yours.
– Vagabond Prophet
How crafty, I seem. But I do not recall it quite that way.
Around the corner you might find him, they said to me.
Turn the right or left and there he will be
Cautiously I inched around each turn that came about
For fear that a pair of eyes and lips would wipe me clear outThere was no corner when I saw you
Just the bones of trees reaching to sky
The brown and gold of burnt grass lost to summer
With clouds ashen blue bearing no lieHoney gold, ice blue you smiled
They flocked to you, bees to flower
Children to sugar, and all the while…Roots became of my feet,
Whispers buzzed in my ears,
The triple flap of a hummingbird’s wing where my heart used to beAll that time wasted, peeking around corners
But it was the trees that hid you, the clouds that gave you asylum
Attacked without warning, I was
An ambushRun, said my mind, rational where the rest of me set to fire
Run, for there he is.
There he is there is he is.Mister Right.
I am glad I tore the roots of my feet from the earth,
Spun on my heel and set to fleeing
For while you were Mister RightI was yet Miss Not-Ready.
I’ve wracked my mind
And combed the ashes
But this tale can not recall
For you fled fast and fled well.
You were gone before I saw you,
Naturally I tell the story differently,
The next several years afterwards
I can only theorize.
You were biding your time
And stocking your weapons
Braiding curiosity with courage
To fortify yourself.
You waged a cold war
With a hot body
And a warm tongue.
Studying my heartstrings from afar
Learning which ones to tug
To bring it all crashing down.
The first day I recall seeing you
I recall your pose, and your hat
Slouched nonchalant on the couch
Looking radiant and speaking thoughtfully.
You sharpened and blunted me
In equal measure,
Always useless for the task at hand
Except for finding yours.
Ten long years later and
Your presence is indelibly
Pressed into my heart.
You sunkissed beauty,
You steward of joy and kindness,
You exquisite queen of our little kingdom.
– Vagabond Prophet