Stumble

Just when I think I can do this on my own

You kill the lights,

“See how you shine, without being known.”

I fumble and mumble

Can’t find the light switch,

I stagger and stumble.

Mind bleaching

Colour stripping

Hand reaching.

“Need me back do you?”

You say it’s okay, already died for that,

For this fault you always knew.

– Vagabond Prophet

Water Wind Fire

Strongest things are shapeless,

Water

Wind

Fire.

You’ve given me shape.

Though filled with water,

Though driven by wind,

Though captivated by fire.

You’ve given formless things form

Inside this full formed man,

You gave this full formed man

Strength in things formless.

– Vagabond Prophet

Fear and Trembling

Work out your salvation with fear and trembling,

You told me long ago whispering in my ear.

I was wondering about resting sometime soon.

I was wondering about the load on my back.

Work a miracle in me, turn my weakness to strength

Make my sleep actually do something.

You who sees beauty where there’s none,

But you see it til it’s real.

You who hears music in the stillness

Until we all sway to an ancient melody.

Work a miracle in me,

For I am afraid

And I am trembling.

– Vagabond Prophet

144 Hours

You rode into town a most glorious king

Riding on most humble of beasts,

We adorned the very street

With garments and garlands alike.

We fought to get a glimpse,

We pushed to touch your feet.

Now this, how did we get here?

We’ve now begged for your death

Begged a murderer free.

You’ve been whipped,

You’ve been beaten,

And most of all

You’ve been silent.

In 144 hours it changed

From a mob kissing your sandals,

To a mob spitting in your wounds.

We’re a fickle bunch

Most of us just wanting miracles,

Some believed your claims true

And some more afraid the same.

Can I just say thank you,

For ever thinking us worth it?

When I come knocking at your door

After breathing my last

Please don’t take me in,

Only to toss me back out

144 hours later.

– Vagabond Prophet

300 Seconds


300 seconds that’s all it took

To get you to sleep,

I’d sing my favourite songs

And hope you felt the vibrations

Through my chest and into yours.

You’ve known my voice for a while now

And I hope it still spells safety for you.

The older you get and more questions you ask

The more I want to know what you think of the world.

I’m not sure what to tell you,

It’s complicated my son.

Trust people?

No not that, certainly not that.

That was my mistake, it won’t be yours.

Love people?

Yes always.

Be generous?

Yes always.

Yet remember, every man woman or child

That you treat as friend,

Is enemy to themselves half the time.

Our Lord said it best,

Be as shrewd as serpents

And innocent as doves.

I’ll always hold you tight

And steady in the night,

Just as he’s held me

When I got my wounds.

I’ll sing your favourite songs

And hope you feel the vibrations

Through my chest and into yours.

– Vagabond Prophet

Fevers

Some ailments don’t give fevers

Some wounds don’t leave scars.

I know a scant amount of faith

Can break down devils,

And too much may just suffice

To keep me level.

By grace and grace alone

I’ve been saved

From having everything

That I’ve ever wanted.

– Vagabond Prophet

Thronging


Wind rushing

Blood gushing,

Enemies thronging in my blind spot.

You said you’d watch over me

Until the end of the age.

Everyday I understand better

You meant that differently than expected.

Watch me closely I beg of you.

It’s getting dark and my feet

Are unwieldy and easily misled.

You’ve always been a brutal teacher,

And yet I’ve learned.

Salvation can’t be self taught,

Self help books will only ever be kindling

For the fires of hell.

Let me learn from every turn

Of this journey you’ve set me down,

Just please don’t let me know

What it’s like to feel your presence lacking.

– Vagabond Prophet

True North

Like a ship graveyard

Where we sort through the rotten planks

To find the few good ones.

Together we may salvage

One seaworthy vessel

From the thousand capsized.

We all push off from shore

Without giving the land a last glance

We go past the breakers,

No map, just a promise.

A common faith

Of a country far away,

Something I’ve always known of.

It’s like the way the moon

Chases a Sun it’s never seen

Except for in dreams.

We all work the ropes

And steer the rudder

For the compass is etched

On all of our hearts.

– Vagabond Prophet

Anonymous


In a world where there’s no such thing as anonymous

Someone is always watching,

Where can we go to have a private conversation.

Where our words can wrestle each other

And when you come out on top

I’ll have a stupid grin

Because all I ever wanted

Was for you to pin me.

My back on the ground

With nothing left to give

But my devotion.

– Vagabond Prophet