Brace Myself
Rubbing fiberglass on my chest
Scuff the skin, make it more thin
That air may avoid my lips
And enter my lungs directly.
Avoid the middleman
Dad always said
He’s only there for your money
Standing with vitriolic smile
And outstretched hand.
I am a master of depravity
I put my face into the furrows
I find it makes me grounded
If I plant my dreams in soil.
When flowers grew no more
In the arid plains of my heart
I asked you to hold my hand
And walk me to greener land.
Though you’ve burned my sorrow
In flames of your love
I still feel sometimes tarnished
Like a pencil erased
The page retains impressions.
My blood I’d taught
To tell just backward riddles
Still sometimes pumps a lie.
When I wake from dreams
And cry out to you
And am deafened by the silence,
Sometimes silence is the answer.
For sometimes beauty
In obscurity
Greater than in clarity.
How tenaciously I’ve fought
For my right to rot,
Only to have you grip me tighter.
You borrowed my burden
Yet refused to give it back,
Now I ride this river
Mile after mile.
The water it transforms
From the muddy browns
To the salty blues
Until the heights above
Are as vast as
The depths below.
Now even if I fall
It’s only deeper in to you
And the only preparation
I now make
Is to brace myself for grace.
– Vagabond Prophet
Hey @josy57 thank you for the prompt “Borrowed Burden,” as always it’s been a joy.