Remission
Firewood stacked in the cellar of my heart
Waiting for some rogue spark,
To make the whole thing catch,
The inferno lying in wait.
Everything takes its turn in the sky
Like the sun
Like the moon
Like my own judgement of myself.
One of those confused souls
Living vicariously through the toilet
Taking everyones shit
Except my own.
To end this marching
I just might have to
Euthanize my own legs.
Sometimes I feel like an electromagnet
With no current running through,
Having lost all of its virtue.
Unless you wanted something cold
Something hard
Something that will never
Grip you tightly.
At this particular juncture I realize
Something strange even to me,
Reality never contradicts itself
Except in the presence of hurricanes.
That the most tranquil of eyes would beget
Such a tempestuous halo dancing round it,
For cows give milk and sadness gives tears
How is it that peace births terror so strong
As to peel roofs from homes.
The typhoon that stops its spinning
To focus its efforts inwards
Inducting some insanity and rage
To that placid and torporial center,
Introduce some apocalyptic worry
To the serene eye.
This would make far more sense.
How do these coexist?
How do they share a bed
Without one taking the blanket
To let the other shiver and die?
How do black and white dance
And in their twirls and pirouettes
Not ever turn to grey?
Yet that’s what has occured in me
A rotten center amidst alien goodness
That eventually makes itself back to the center
Until it all dissipates, leaving not but calm.
Skin stretched taut over
A rib cage mast to make a sail,
Blood fills it like a gale
To push me ever onwards.
On my way one foot
In front of the other,
Trudging the road
Of happy destiny.
Though I don’t quite emit light
The disease is in remission
I’m casting a lighter shadow.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Hey @josy57 ! Thanks for the great prompt
“Casting a Lighter Shadow”.