
Shaken awake by sun rays
Piercing curtains piercing dreams
As the balloon pops to remind me
Life is on its way.
Rushing without sirens
Some emergencies announce themselves
When your stomach enters the room
Before your tongue.
Now in the recycled air
Of the bloodless lair
Where the sterile everything
Instructed my body
How to be itself.
All the faces went blank
When the pushing yielded little
And the little one turned.
Drapes pulled up
So I couldn’t see
Them cut into me,
Poorly upholstered tragedy.
I heard no cry for my breast
I saw no quivering lip,
Now screaming in his stead
I grabbed the knife and threatened
Them to uphold the life
I’d so carefully procured.
Code white bled into pink
And tiny black blankets
Wheel away my dreams.
Thoughts of different futures
Feel like pulling out sutures
From the scar that I still bare.
– Vagabond Prophet
– I heard over the intercom system a code white in the OR, and then right afterwards a code pink in the OR. There are only so many procedures with a conscious patient. This is what my brain did to fill in the gaps of my knowledge.