Balsa Wood
If I could remake you
Out of balsa wood
Would I?
You’d be lighter
Yet strong,
Easily take flight.
The wind would push
Against your wings
And caress your face.
Ascension, descension,
Thrown by the carelessness
Of the air and the sky.
Letting every splinter
Alter your course,
Dancing on the map.
Would you even return,
Fight the current
To come back to me.
I see you in the flesh
And swear
You’re something better
Could I set you free?
Free of the land
And free of me.
Knots and imperfections
Same as now,
But you would fly.
You belong
High above me,
A distant speck.
I can’t make this choice
I’m selfish in my love,
What say You?
Wind filled wingspan?
Or me, simply me,
Pink tongue, white teeth.
I’ll be yours
To hold and kiss,
To wriggle against.
I know it’s a poor choice.
I’ve always ruffled
One too many feathers.
So which is it?
The clouds,
Cotton and dewy.
Or me, simply me
I’ll hold you close
And love you tenderly.
If you wish
I’ll remake you
Out of balsa wood
But know that if
The gale proves too much,
You may return to me
I’d make you safe again
Peeling back every ring
Of that lovely balsa wood.
– Vagabond Prophet
Tag: spilled poetry
Balsa Wood
If I could remake you
Out of balsa wood
Would I?
You’d be lighter
Yet strong,
Easily take flight.
The wind would push
Against your wings
And caress your face.
Ascension, descension,
Thrown by the carelessness
Of the air and the sky.
Letting every splinter
Alter your course,
Dancing on the map.
Would you even return,
Fight the current
To come back to me.
I see you in the flesh
And swear
You’re something better
Could I set you free?
Free of the land
And free of me.
Knots and imperfections
Same as now,
But you would fly.
You belong
High above me,
A distant speck.
I can’t make this choice
I’m selfish in my love,
What say You?
Wind filled wingspan?
Or me, simply me,
Pink tongue, white teeth.
I’ll be yours
To hold and kiss,
To wriggle against.
I know it’s a poor choice.
I’ve always ruffled
One too many feathers.
So which is it?
The clouds,
Cotton and dewy.
Or me, simply me
I’ll hold you close
And love you tenderly.
If you wish
I’ll remake you
Out of balsa wood
But know that if
The gale proves too much,
You may return to me
I’d make you safe again
Peeling back every ring
Of that lovely balsa wood.
– Vagabond Prophet
The Fjord
In the maternity ward
You crossed the fjord.
Met the world screaming,
And I think
I must be dreaming.
You’re so perfect
In shape.
I’m fully, completely,
Captured.
In love.
Yours.
– Vagabond Prophet
Insurance
I am the .1 percent
Can’t be disinfected
I’m the tsunami
That can’t be detected
And for the house fire
That can’t be expected
They say insurance,
Get insurance
But insurance is just paper
You scribbled all over
Saying you’ll get money
When your world is over
Money’s just paper
And paper starts fires
This just complicates
And stirs in me a fire
So now you understand
I hope it’s all clear
If you lose everything
That you hold dear
Your paper won’t help you
I won’t be held liable
When I take your life
Like something easily pliable
Because I’m
About
to snap.
Slave
You said you were a stranger
But you said it so friendly that I didn’t quite believe you at first.
You offered me a bottle
When you saw that I was panting,
clearly dieing of thirst.
I eyed it with suspicion
And you spoke unto me,
“It’s a long long way I’ve marched,
thirst has no respect for drought,
And I know your throat is parched.”
I took a deep draft
Like a fool
Really daft
And I’m pretty sure I’m suffering now
Went down sweeter than love
Now tremors are gripping me like a glove.
“Take my money take my money
make this all go away,
Take my money take my money
Make this come to an end.”
With a deep deep laugh you Chuckled and spat,
“Not your money but your life! Your blood your soul your heart, that’s what I wanted, that’s what I wanted from the start”
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
You never once said no,
You never once said go,
You’re conviction ain’t consistent
You were far from resistant.
Maybe next time you’ll arm yourself against all your favourite tastes and smells
Or you may find yourself on tour in the deepest depths of hell.
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
I woke up panting
you step into the mirror,
Took a deep bow and then you said,
“If this isn’t want you wanted
Well then you won’t be haunted
But if I’m honest I think that you will be.”
– Vagabond Prophet
– First song I’ve written in about five years.
Heart attack heart
I woke up clutching my chest
Doc says my heart was attacked
I don’t know what it’ll gain
But I’ll try to reenactYou caught me accidentally
Like a fatal ricochet
You smiled like I’d never seen
In a private displayHow can I describe you
Far too many a detail
If the Devil’s in just one
Well I’ll surely derail.I’ll try to do you justice
With the passion you’ve installed
You dropped it walking by
And into me it crawledMy god you hurt so bad
My gut twists and wrenches
Feeling you creep inside
With vicious gripping clenchesI’d drink all the poison
That you’re recommending
So that you’d call me yours
Even if you’re pretendingYou’re by far my favourite cancer
My heart is yours to attack
I’m terminal you know
My heart is yours to attack
Slave
You said you were a stranger
But you said it so friendly that I didn’t quite believe you at first.
You offered me a bottle
When you saw that I was panting,
clearly dieing of thirst.
I eyed it with suspicion
And you spoke unto me,
“It’s a long long way I’ve marched,
thirst has no respect for drought,
And I know your throat is parched.”
I took a deep draft
Like a fool
Really daft
And I’m pretty sure I’m suffering now
Went down sweeter than love
Now tremors are gripping me like a glove.
“Take my money take my money
make this all go away,
Take my money take my money
Make this come to an end.”
With a deep deep laugh you Chuckled and spat,
“Not your money but your life! Your blood your soul your heart, that’s what I wanted, that’s what I wanted from the start”
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
You never once said no,
You never once said go,
You’re conviction ain’t consistent
You were far from resistant.
Maybe next time you’ll arm yourself against all your favourite tastes and smells
Or you may find yourself on tour in the deepest depths of hell.
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
I woke up panting
you step into the mirror,
Took a deep bow and then you said,
“If this isn’t what you wanted
Well then you will not be haunted
But if I’m honest I think that you will be.”
– Vagabond Prophet
– First song I’ve written in about five years.
Insurance
I am the .1 percent
Can’t be disinfected
I’m the tsunami
That can’t be detected
And for the house fire
That can’t be expected
They say insurance,
Get insurance
But insurance is just paper
You scribbled all over
Saying you’ll get money
When your world is over
Money’s just paper
And paper starts fires
This just complicates
And stirs in me a fire
So now you understand
I hope it’s all clear
If you lose everything
That you hold dear
Your paper won’t help you
I won’t be held liable
When I take your life
Like something easily pliable
Because I’m
About
to snap.
Discarded
To dive headlong
Into the ravine
The vee cut neckline
Plunging into the bosom
Of mother nature herself
To die of despair
A pendulum in the air
To swallow handfuls of madness
To dull the crowding sadness
All of these deaths I abhor
But cruelest yet
Is that you ignore
Not a glance, whisper, or touch.
Discarded
Like coupons from a store
You no longer frequent.
Games Night
Tuesday night
Games night,
Two words
Five syllables.
Conniving
Bastard.
It was just a game
That ought to have ended.
It’s Wednesday now
You’re still
A conniving bastard.
Stop it now,
Or else a different game.
Hide and seek,
You’ll never find me.
– Vagabond Prophet