Big Dipper
One bright and starry night
Just a lad with teary eyes
Lost the bout in the fight
When you pulled back the disguise.
Crashing through partition
I was fully completely, undone
Unraveled my tradition
My top no longer spun.
You broke through all other choices
When you addressed my need
I’d been listening to cunning voices
Devise a cunning deed.
Now that path I have forsaken
Thankful I’ve found another
After all the lies I’d taken
And their attempts to smother.
Now these ideas inverted
With tools forged in heaven
From the river of grave you diverted
To raise me like bread leavened.
All it took was looking up
The big dipper your spoon
Serving the love on which I sup
So much grander than the moon.
How did I ever think
Your grace was not enough
When you fill the sky, fill the rink
To refine this diamond in the rough.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Thanks @josy57 for prompting me with ‘the path I have forsaken.’
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Big Dipper
One bright and starry night
Just a lad with teary eyes
Lost the bout in the fight
When you pulled back the disguise.
Crashing through partition
I was fully completely, undone
Unraveled my tradition
My top no longer spun.
You broke through all other choices
When you addressed my need
I’d been listening to cunning voices
Devise a cunning deed.
Now that path I have forsaken
Thankful I’ve found another
After all the lies I’d taken
And their attempts to smother.
Now these ideas inverted
With tools forged in heaven
From the river of grace you diverted
To raise me like bread leavened.
All it took was looking up
The big dipper your spoon
Serving the love on which I sup
So much grander than the moon.
How did I ever think
Your grace was not enough
When you fill the sky, fill the rink
To refine this diamond in the rough.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Thanks @josy57 for prompting me with ‘the path I have forsaken.’
Pounds Per Week
I am awake when I should be asleep
I am awake when I should be awake,
I save resting for the space between stanzas.
For I read these thoughts aloud
To a vast and dusty crowd
That claps and cheers me on
From the PM to the AM and back again.
I should close these eyes right now
But with stalwart rhythm this mind churns on
And the quill moves more eloquently
If I keep this blue gaze fixed
On a white page inked black.
Perpetual sleeplessness is my vocation,
Though no references save the coffee vendor
That weighs me out in pounds per week,
You should know I am a professional
And I will not burnout, for this backlog of dreams
Demands vigilance of this exact kind.
– Vagabond Prophet
Overflowing
That time of year where rains come
And will for the next seven months,
The gutters an empty summer trough
With not but a sparse dried leaf
Are now full to overflowing
By the weeping of the sky.
The unused ladder
Squeaks under my weight
Boots that feel buttered
Slip on rusted rungs.
This task like that of Atlas
That never ends so you never begin,
Just like the clogged eaves of this heart.
– Vagabond Prophet
Two Bent Knees
I am the third son of a third son
Of a man with just one eye,
He’d have a hundred years now
Tucked under his belt.
Lessons he taught
From battles he fought.
Not the one across the sea
For his vision compromised
The childhood accident
The tragedy despised.
Running with scissors
And tripping with scissors
Not just a cautionary tale.
His war included no bullets
His attrition risked no shrapnel
Just the simple devotion of a simple man
To put bread upon the table.
Raising cattle in a frigid land
Where even water retains no flexibility
And gives up its crown for a time unchallenged.
Years later raising young by the seaside
His tidepool kingdom crashed down
When the water came in high.
One wife down and one to go
The missing mother divided
An already divided clan.
Trudging onwards to surest of horizons
His compass unflinching in its convictions,
His health faded but his faith did not
And the proof was in a vacant body
Found on two bent knees.
– Vagabond Prophet
@mildreflections I think you may like this, I was inspired by your poem about your grandfather.
State of Dry
Drop the Y and add an X
See what changes with my sex,
Thinner arms
Misunderstood charms.
Perhaps my braun of less import
And the way I walk of more,
My spines ability to bear burdens
No longer enough for most employers.
When adolescent trauma
Struck my heart beneath a chest
Growing breasts instead of hair
Would it have found my cement
In a different state of dry to indent?
In the wilder days of untamed youth
Would I have smelled
More like a rose
Than the earth it came from.
When the mornings are dark
And I can more easily examine
The flickering candle within
As it throws shaky shadows
Of my more curvaceous form,
If I were woman strong and true
Would I still work the land?
This farmer tending fields by night
Hoping by the end of season,
It may yet yield morning.
– Vagabond Prophet
Thanks for prompting me with ‘imagine your life if you had been born a female.“ @josy57
Okay people. Going to be up all night again. Company is appreciated.
– Vagabond Prophet
Talk to me, join me on my journey of exhaustion.
Yup. One more time this week! Talk to me.
Mhmmmm
Please, join me in my nighttime wakefulness.
Okay people. Going to be up all night again. Company is appreciated.
– Vagabond Prophet
Talk to me, join me on my journey of exhaustion.
Yup. One more time this week! Talk to me.
Mhmmmm
To be loved is to be worn. Scuffed, creased, frayed at the edges. How could my tapestry join another without a loose thread for you to hang on to.
– Vagabond Prophet
Taxidermist
You a ferrous metal and I a magnet
Drawn to you by design,
Yet sin degrades all
With it’s terror and it’s squall.
On my worst days
When I listen to the liar
Saying “It’s okay its natural
Like breathing
Or seething.”
Desires denied
Sorrows multiplied.
I shower and feel the skin come off
Everytime hoping the next layer
Will be thicker and less porous
Keeping out the slithering vapours
That slide in so easily.
You told me I’m brand new
But why do I have these phantom pains
From a spine I no longer have?
For you demanded that too…
Tonight don’t let the darkness bite.
Sometimes the prescription for these lenses
Is so strong I can’t even hear you,
My fingers trip over themselves
Can’t ever get the whole story out.
Why are all old men bent over?
Do we all hide our magic?
I am pierced not as though by arrows
But as though by poetry
Run through to the crux of the matter.
The matter of matter
Of what matters,
Do I?
That which upsets me inspires me most
And it’s true tragedy
Brings a man to the surface.
For years now I’ve been far beyond the surface
Can you place me back beneath?
Give me a mermans lungs and let me not choke.
I am both hope and cheer
I am both charm and jeer.
I feel the spectre anticipating
I can hear it berating
And I see it slipping in and out of me
I read the putrid pleasantries
It writes on the corridors of my mind.
Ghost, demon, ghoul whatever name you’ve chosen
Allow me to address you directly this day
Do you not see me?
Look me in the eyes
Hold my gaze I dare you!
I am but the slain wolf
Of greatest hunters
The master taxidermist
Stitching me back together with sterner stuff.
Good or evil a wolf still has teeth
Come now and let us do battle!
I grow tired of dreading the looking glass
Of fleeing the hour where shadows lengthen
Like fear with nightly growth spurts.
That particular kind of weariness
That makes life bleed heavily.
Coffee isn’t enough to hold my hand
To prop open my eyelids
With tent pegs meant for home.
I require victory
I thirst for conquest
Over strongholds in my heart,
Then I may rest.
You have birthed in me a rage
The greatest of the age
You’ve been biding your time
And committing your crime
But I have not been idle
I have known a donor of strength
That will make me victorious.
Come now bring your weapons
See if it does you any good
A man of my word you will soon learn
Light too can bite.
I by might imbued me
Will fight till bones protrude thee.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Thanks @josy57 for prompting me with “Facing your own Ghost,” literal I know but here it is.