When the little hand hits twelve
On the face of my watch,
I’ll get off this chair
And pour another scotch.
Yellow and sweet
In a vicious kind of way,
Taking down fences
Ferrel words at end of day.
In the morning it’s coffee
I’ll be electrically afflicted
I bounce between these tonics
When my words are constricted.
The right words never come
My mind held on a scale,
Swatted like a horsefly
Tossed by the gale.
Buzzing energetic,
All business and astute,
Or brilliant in my torpor
But wordless as a brute.
This erratic crazed ballet
Doesn’t really help,
Should make better choices,
Kale, beets, and kelp
If my habits are nonsensical
If you could call me crazy,
I’m halfway to genius
At least I’m not lazy.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Not going to lie, I was trying to write something else and it wasn’t working so I wrote this about writers block..
Tag: poetry
Balsa Wood
If I could remake you
Out of balsa wood
Would I?
You’d be lighter
Yet strong,
Easily take flight.
The wind would push
Against your wings
And caress your face.
Ascension, descension,
Thrown by the carelessness
Of the air and the sky.
Letting every splinter
Alter your course,
Dancing on the map.
Would you even return,
Fight the current
To come back to me.
I see you in the flesh
And swear
You’re something better
Could I set you free?
Free of the land
And free of me.
Knots and imperfections
Same as now,
But you would fly.
You belong
High above me,
A distant speck.
I can’t make this choice
I’m selfish in my love,
What say You?
Wind filled wingspan?
Or me, simply me,
Pink tongue, white teeth.
I’ll be yours
To hold and kiss,
To wriggle against.
I know it’s a poor choice.
I’ve always ruffled
One too many feathers.
So which is it?
The clouds,
Cotton and dewy.
Or me, simply me
I’ll hold you close
And love you tenderly.
If you wish
I’ll remake you
Out of balsa wood
But know that if
The gale proves too much,
You may return to me
I’d make you safe again
Peeling back every ring
Of that lovely balsa wood.
– Vagabond Prophet
Games Night
Tuesday night
Games night,
Two words
Five syllables.
Conniving
Bastard.
It was just a game
That ought to have ended.
It’s Wednesday now
You’re still
A conniving bastard.
Stop it now,
Or else a different game.
Hide and seek,
You’ll never find me.
– Vagabond Prophet
Smoke
The smoke rolls through
Looking for a sign of you.
It twists and spins
Looking for some truth within
The skies turned gray
Like a dissapointing parade.
Is this all there is?
This Valley of ash
Is this all there is
This site of a crash ?
The smoke ran through
Leaving no trace of you
I don’t know what to do
Without a trace of you
So roll through like smoke
Even if it leaves me broke
Is this all there is?
This Valley of ash
Is this all there is
This site of a crash ?
Is this all that there ever was?
Tell me why do you do it?
Why do you put me through it?
If this is all there ever was
Is this all there is?
This Valley of ash
Is this all there is
This site of a crash?
You fill me like smoke
And leave a bit of light within
After this smokescreen
Now I really know what’s clean
– Vagabond Prophet
– Song number two everybody I hope you like it.
Slave
You said you were a stranger
But you said it so friendly that I didn’t quite believe you at first.
You offered me a bottle
When you saw that I was panting,
clearly dieing of thirst.
I eyed it with suspicion
And you spoke unto me,
“It’s a long long way I’ve marched,
thirst has no respect for drought,
And I know your throat is parched.”
I took a deep draft
Like a fool
Really daft
And I’m pretty sure I’m suffering now
Went down sweeter than love
Now tremors are gripping me like a glove.
“Take my money take my money
make this all go away,
Take my money take my money
Make this come to an end.”
With a deep deep laugh you Chuckled and spat,
“Not your money but your life! Your blood your soul your heart, that’s what I wanted, that’s what I wanted from the start”
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
You never once said no,
You never once said go,
You’re conviction ain’t consistent
You were far from resistant.
Maybe next time you’ll arm yourself against all your favourite tastes and smells
Or you may find yourself on tour in the deepest depths of hell.
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
I woke up panting
you step into the mirror,
Took a deep bow and then you said,
“If this isn’t want you wanted
Well then you won’t be haunted
But if I’m honest I think that you will be.”
– Vagabond Prophet
– First song I’ve written in about five years.
Fear I long for
Loving you is like
The kind of fear I long for
Awful, wonderful.
Quiver
They say there’s an archer in the sky
And surely his bowstring grows taut
When he’s aiming at his prize
Perhaps the boar or the horseWhy must you aim at me
You,
Celestial and otherworldly
Surely I’m no trophyYet I find myself cornered
My pulse gone flat
Just like your bowstring
Pulled by your touchI beg you just let go
Better to be slain
By an arrow from your quiver
Than to quiver all my life.
Games Night
Tuesday night
Games night,
Two words
Five syllables.
Conniving
Bastard.
It was just a game
That ought to have ended.
It’s Wednesday now
You’re still
A conniving bastard.
Stop it now,
Or else a different game.
Hide and seek,
You’ll never find me.
– Vagabond Prophet
Another Scotch
When the little hand hits twelve
On the face of my watch,
I’ll get off this chair
And pour another scotch.
Yellow and sweet
In a vicious kind of way,
Taking down fences
Ferrel words at end of day.
In the morning it’s coffee
I’ll be electrically afflicted
I bounce between these tonics
When my words are constricted.
The right words never come
My mind held on a scale,
Swatted like a horsefly
Tossed by the gale.
Buzzing energetic,
All business and astute,
Or brilliant in my torpor
But wordless as a brute.
This erratic crazed ballet
Doesn’t really help,
Should make better choices,
Kale, beets, and kelp
If my habits are nonsensical
If you could call me crazy,
I’m halfway to genius
At least I’m not lazy.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Not going to lie, I was trying to write something else and it wasn’t working so I wrote this about writers block..
Another Scotch
When the little hand hits twelve
On the face of my watch,
I’ll get off this chair
And pour another scotch.
Yellow and sweet
In a vicious kind of way,
Taking down fences
Ferrel words at end of day.
In the morning it’s coffee
I’ll be electrically afflicted
I bounce between these tonics
When my words are constricted.
The right words never come
My mind held on a scale,
Swatted like a horsefly
Tossed by the gale.
Buzzing energetic,
All business and astute,
Or brilliant in my torpor
But wordless as a brute.
This erratic crazed ballet
Doesn’t really help,
Should make better choices,
Kale, beets, and kelp
If my habits are nonsensical
If you could call me crazy,
I’m halfway to genius
At least I’m not lazy.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Not going to lie, I was trying to write something else and it wasn’t working so I wrote this about writers block..