Games Night
Tuesday night
Games night,
Two words
Five syllables.
Conniving
Bastard.
It was just a game
That ought to have ended.
It’s Wednesday now
You’re still
A conniving bastard.
Stop it now,
Or else a different game.
Hide and seek,
You’ll never find me.
– Vagabond Prophet
Tag: poetry
Terrorist
Darling I have some news
It just might give you the blues
I’ll try to give you the jist
Honey, I think you’re a terroristIts true you were kind
When you conquered my mind
But I hadn’t really a choice
Nor an audible voiceYou brandished your sword
When you crossed the fjord
To a land I called my own
Now the villagers gone… flownYou slaughtered the king
With your feminine sting
Your body with it’s rise and fall
And your grand tales so tallYour ideas filled me
At quite a steep fee
You took my heart, called it yours
Changed the locks behind the doorsSince you came to join
There’s a new face on the coin
The cloth’s up the pole drag
With your likeness on the flagThen a thing so strange
For you to arrange
After tasting my power
Like smelling a flowerYour new regime extinguished
Tyrants grip relinquished
When I asked you why
You winked with one eyeYour response such madness
Painted over with gladness
“ I had to wear this gown
I had to cut you downIt was all underneath
I am not a thief
Don’t you see, it’s fake?!
Your crown, I didn’t takeYou smelled like petrichor
And I wanted something more
I strangled what was dead
All the old skin you shedWhat was underneath
The thing in the sheath
A strength so sure
A goodness so pureWe never really fought
Your distress all for naught
I could never steal
What you offered with zealYou offered your crown
Without even a frown
I felt so inept
I couldn’t acceptIf more kings were like you
But alas, there are so few
The kind that ought to rule
A good man, not a foolYou make love a verb
Not forgotten at the curb
Made me feel uplifted
Rather than re-giftedI want to give myself
Don’t put me on the shelf
Love me with your power
Don’t lock me in a tower”Isn’t this convoluted
A few points to be disputed
I’m certain I’m not good
Love me? Not sure you shouldWhen you cut me down to size
It helped me realize
That there is plenty in store
I could be so much moreJust one answer I demand
Something I don’t understand
Why this is what you wanted
A man that is haunted
Quiver
They say there’s an archer in the sky
And surely his bowstring grows taut
When he’s aiming at his prize
Perhaps the boar or the horseWhy must you aim at me
You,
Celestial and otherworldly
Surely I’m no trophyYet I find myself cornered
My pulse gone flat
Just like your bowstring
Pulled by your touchI beg you just let go
Better to be slain
By an arrow from your quiver
Than to quiver all my life.
The void
They say that space
Is simply nothing
The heavens
An expansive voidThey must be wrong
For nothing that is nothing
Could make me feel so small
Surely the sky is fullWhen I see your eyes
Orbiting my gaze
I look into the heavens
And feel a void within.
Slave
You said you were a stranger
But you said it so friendly that I didn’t quite believe you at first.
You offered me a bottle
When you saw that I was panting,
clearly dieing of thirst.
I eyed it with suspicion
And you spoke unto me,
“It’s a long long way I’ve marched,
thirst has no respect for drought,
And I know your throat is parched.”
I took a deep draft
Like a fool
Really daft
And I’m pretty sure I’m suffering now
Went down sweeter than love
Now tremors are gripping me like a glove.
“Take my money take my money
make this all go away,
Take my money take my money
Make this come to an end.”
With a deep deep laugh you Chuckled and spat,
“Not your money but your life! Your blood your soul your heart, that’s what I wanted, that’s what I wanted from the start”
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
You never once said no,
You never once said go,
You’re conviction ain’t consistent
You were far from resistant.
Maybe next time you’ll arm yourself against all your favourite tastes and smells
Or you may find yourself on tour in the deepest depths of hell.
I want everything, everything, everything that makes you you.
Eviscerated violated taken to the grave.
That’s what I want, I want a slave
I woke up panting
you step into the mirror,
Took a deep bow and then you said,
“If this isn’t want you wanted
Well then you won’t be haunted
But if I’m honest I think that you will be.”
– Vagabond Prophet
– First song I’ve written in about five years.
Fear I long for
Loving you is like
The kind of fear I long for
Awful, wonderful.
Bad weather
The weather man gives me the finger
Says it’s gonna be a long one
Snow falls like a feather weight
To beat me to the punchIt cuts the chord
So the line stays quiet
So I simply shout
Sorry darling but I’m stuck out hereCreeping white
Scale the windows slowly
No power now
Frost outside and inI can see my breath
Shaped like your name
I hope you find it
Because it’s my last.
My shooting star
Dark and twinkling
Only for a second
But in that moment
So radiant and brightSomehow more brightly coloured
An elegant display
Than anything of the day
On the land or in the skyBooks say just a rock
Floating in the vastness
But I know better
You spoke to me that nightIt’s everything I’ve sought
But haven’t given name
The song I remember
But can’t quite sing alongCome back to me
My shooting star
I need you now
To illuminate my lifeYou’re my flickering hope
Straining in the wind
When you come down to meet me
Don’t crumble coming in.
Balsa Wood
If I could remake you
Out of balsa wood
Would I?
You’d be lighter
Yet strong,
Easily take flight.
The wind would push
Against your wings
And caress your face.
Ascension, descension,
Thrown by the carelessness
Of the air and the sky.
Letting every splinter
Alter your course,
Dancing on the map.
Would you even return,
Fight the current
To come back to me.
I see you in the flesh
And swear
You’re something better
Could I set you free?
Free of the land
And free of me.
Knots and imperfections
Same as now,
But you would fly.
You belong
High above me,
A distant speck.
I can’t make this choice
I’m selfish in my love,
What say You?
Wind filled wingspan?
Or me, simply me,
Pink tongue, white teeth.
I’ll be yours
To hold and kiss,
To wriggle against.
I know it’s a poor choice.
I’ve always ruffled
One too many feathers.
So which is it?
The clouds,
Cotton and dewy.
Or me, simply me
I’ll hold you close
And love you tenderly.
If you wish
I’ll remake you
Out of balsa wood
But know that if
The gale proves too much,
You may return to me
I’d make you safe again
Peeling back every ring
Of that lovely balsa wood.
– Vagabond Prophet
Another Scotch
When the little hand hits twelve
On the face of my watch,
I’ll get off this chair
And pour another scotch.
Yellow and sweet
In a vicious kind of way,
Taking down fences
Ferrel words at end of day.
In the morning it’s coffee
I’ll be electrically afflicted
I bounce between these tonics
When my words are constricted.
The right words never come
My mind held on a scale,
Swatted like a horsefly
Tossed by the gale.
Buzzing energetic,
All business and astute,
Or brilliant in my torpor
But wordless as a brute.
This erratic crazed ballet
Doesn’t really help,
Should make better choices,
Kale, beets, and kelp
If my habits are nonsensical
If you could call me crazy,
I’m halfway to genius
At least I’m not lazy.
– Vagabond Prophet
– Not going to lie, I was trying to write something else and it wasn’t working so I wrote this about writers block..